| Been a while since an actualfax entry. And if you'll notice a pattern in recent updates, "actualfax" is a new favorite term.
So, things?
Well, for one, I went to the doctor today because I realized that I'm being a complete and utter ASSHOLE over my thyroid issue. My script ran out two months ago and I never got it refilled because basically I am a child. Anyway, it's actually starting to bother me, i.e. it's getting kind of swollen from having to work so hard, so I figured "hey, why not do the right, responsible, HEALTHY THING YOU GODDAMNED MORON" and saw Dr. O. this morning. He didn't scold me for not taking my medicine; he just kind of laughed a lot because I blathered on about how I know I was making asinine decisions about it. So I'll be filling my script tomorrow, though I have to get it delivered which is RETARDED, so who knows how long it'll take to get here. Then the next chance I get, I have to get bloodwork done. He's having me get a full panel because I came to him with these extra-but-possibly-tied-to-my-thyroid issues: my hair is stupidly thin and it's driving me mad, and my nails are brittle and weak and they peel which is the grossest thing ever. He said it could be exacerbated by my hypothyroidism, but sine it's been going on for longer than that, it could be a vitamin deficiency and/or I'm anemic. Things I pretty much knew, so it might be nice to get confirmation from a lab on those.
My laptop gave me the Blue Screen Of Death tonight, which is pretty neat. I'm going to drop it of at my uncle's on Sunday to see if he can fix it for now (he thinks he can), but in just over a week I'll be buying myself a new laptop. I need one anyway; I just want to see if he can get mine up long enough to save my files again. I realized that I don't particularly care too much about what gets saved, but still, it'd be nice to have all of my stupid macros and hot boy pictures. /o\
Oh, I did end up turning in my notice at work. It's kind of ineffectual for now, though, because I can't step down until we get someone to take over, and then I have to train them. So I'm basically stuck in the position for a while, and I still have to be a bit of a back up, even though I told Ken I didn't want to. Whatever. This is probably the dumbest thing I've ever done, but if it saves my sanity, then hey. And if I have to get a second job, then hey. I'd rather have a whole new one that will pay me the same/better and isn't so full of corruption, but HEY, yet again. I would miss everyone though. Damn TRU for having some awesome people. JON FOSTER I'M TAKING YOU WITH ME AAAAAAH. Idek. I'd want to bring all of them wherever I go, if I manage to snag a job elsewhere.
Tangent? I think so.
Something else about work that I wanted to mention ... oh. There was this SUPER MEGA HOT/CUTE/WHATEVER GUY that we brought on and he has a girlfriend and I was completely in love with him for a whole day before I crapped out on that. I mean, it was literally www.sadtrombone.com when I saw "girlfriend" written on his emergency contact sheet. But that's another big giant WHATEVER because I've already decided that I'm just going to keep away from boys and relationships forever and ever amen.
Except for the whole thing where I REALLY DON'T WANT TO because I REALLY REALLY WANT TO HAVE KIDS AND A FAMILY more than anything one day. Goddamn, life, you are so made of fail. I've taken to begging my dead grandmother for help. She's good at helping me with things when I ask, but I think I abused it once, asking about a boy, aaaand then deciding that I didn't want to be with that boy. Slap in the ghost-face to Grandma, right there, methinks. But I don't think she hates me totally for it, because I did ask her to help me find my way out of downtown Boston and back to our hotel in August, and lo! and behold, I found the street I needed to be on to get back.
THIS IS ALSO A TANGENT, BUT IN THIS ONE I TALK ABOUT WEIRD THINGS LIKE MY DEAD GRANDMA.
Hey man, I don't have many beliefs, but I believe in my grandma's love and protection.
I was going to try to get up and go get my bloodwork tomorrow but I've decided I'm way too tired. Sleeping in sounds WONDERFUL.
OH. OH. UM. PATRICK STUMP GOT SKINNY? HAS ANYONE SEEN THIS? TO. DIE. FOR. I mean, we all know that GODDAMN I loved him even as a chubb, but the boy looks good. GOOOOOOD. Grandma, send me Patrick? Plz?
Also I saw Zombieland with Kevin the other night. It was decent, possibly good. I definitely didn't feel like I wasted ten bucks on it. But I did feel like the main character was a bastardized version of Michael Cera. *shrugs* He was still adorable, but seriously.
A bit of strange randomness for you: I am in love with the HALO3: ODST live-action trailer, have been since the first time I saw it. I don't really have the words to describe how or why I am, but I am. And the boy at the beginning ... he makes me think of Ian.
Anyway. The day before my birthday (the 9th), TAKING BACK SUNDAY and ANBERLIN are playing at the House Of Blues in Atlantic City. I really really really REALLY want to go, but I have no one to go with. I don't really know what to do. Nicole's already coming with me to see The Rocket Summer at the end of that week, so she can't miss any more work, and I don't even know if she likes TBS. I'm not friends with Francesca anymore so that's out. There are other people I might want to ask but they'd probably want to stay down in AC for it, and, while I'd contemplated making it a two day thing so I could get wasted for my birthday, I think I'm going to pass.
It's kind of pathetic, but I think I'd rather get a bunch of people from work together and maybe go bowling on my birthday instead of a huge AC trip. I do still definitely want to go to the show, just without making a big deal of it. Kevin from work had said "GO TO AS MANY SHOWS AS YOU CAN" which is basically his motto for life, and it struck a chord in me for sure. But I tried going alone to one and it just was awful, so. Bleh.
Oh, and I signed up for NaNoWriMo. Let's see if this'll work out.
OKAY OKAY I'M DONE BORING YOU, JEEZ. Shall we all go fap to skinny Patrick now? :D? |
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